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Sunday, April 27, 2008


God Damned Moments.

Yo. Well, the worse things in life has happened, and no, I dont wanna remember it. Well, let me pretend to be happy for this blog,@@. Anywayz, tomorrow is the day I'll be going to kuala lumpur. I'm so happy? Hahaha. Anywayz, I bought my book for the trip yesterday. Its a book titled "The High Lord" by Trudi Canavan. It's the last book of the magician trilogy - where the first book was titled "The Magician's Guild" and the second one was "The Novice". This is really an interesting book for me. As some of you might know, I'm a fantasy genre type of guy, and of all the fantasy book I've read, this is surely one of them that I adknowledge as a sheer stroke of genius and creativity. Maybe I'll do a review on the trilody soon - once Im done with the book anyways. Hahaha. Oh yea. Before I forget, HAPPY BITHDAY CALUS!! Hahaha, my dear friend Calus is going to be one year older tomorrow~ So, Calus~ here's a present from me to you.xD *HUG!!* a great big hug~ Hahaha. It's one of a kind and not available anywhere else. So, treasure it forever.xD

Well, Let me confess something. I feel sorta out these few days. And maybe my life isnt worth the cost of living in it.@@. I felt that I've lost loads of things in these short few months. And one thing Im afraid of losing the most - are my friends. Actually I dont care about other things in life.@@. I've been trying my best to keep up - to try to fit in again. But all to little or no avail at all. How I wish I could turn back time and re-live those happy days. Man! I sound so darn pathetic. But, when I think of it, maybe even those happiness are just mirrors and smokes - a fake reality. Somehow, I felt so *looking for an appropriate word* -used-. It seems like my usefulness has ran out I guess. Blah, maybe this is the moment where I think I cared too much or think too much, but either way, this feeling is etched deep inside me. One of my friend once told me, "you're kinda like me, you care for others too much. But you've gotta learn not to". Kyaa~ How can I do that?=.= I've tried and I dont like it one bit. I feel so heartless. To me, friends are the dearest things I hold. -apart from my laptop and my handphone full of songs by yui- Its like, close friends are going to be a distant memory for me. Yet again, maybe Im just thinking too much, but I really cant shake this feeling away.

Kyaa!~ talking about all this made me feel so depressed and all sorts.=.=. Oh!~ one of my favourite song by yui is on. Its a song titled "Find me" by Yui. Its on her newest album titled, "I Loved Yesterday" Blah, this title sounds like a bad pun for my life now.=.=. Oh yea! Let me remember something happy for once! It's the TAL 03 leadership camp! There's this one time where I went for a 3 day camp at school for a leadership course thingy. We weren't required to camp in school although the it is a leadership "camp". Hahaha. We can head home at around 7 pm each day. All in all, it's a fun thing to do.@@. Hold on, Im posting some pictures for it. *searches for pictures of TAL 03* KYAA!!~ I got like 1k pictures to browse through.@@. Wow~ Chard, you sure worked your ass off in that 3 day.@@. Btw, these photos are all thanks to Chard~ our dedicated photographer for that camp. Oh yea~ we also learnt how to dance.@@. To a song called "crank that". @@. It was pretty embarrassing, but all in all, it was very nice to do. I mean, nice to be able to be apart of that.=S. Well, these are a few photos of that unforgettable event.



This is our group, named L. Hahaha. Took us quite some time to draw out the L, but it was worth it.@@. There's (from left to right) Izz, Kun Leong, Chew, Along (our small group leader), Leng chuan, Me, Siew Wei, Shereen, May Poh and JoAnn.


This is us playing "simon says" @@ Blah! Duncan used a trick question! How could he ask us someone's name which we dont know?!=.=. But either way it was fun.xD





This is everyone doing the "crank that" dance.@@.



Lol. This is me with my "vision colaj" *dont know if I spelt it correctly@@.* On the left is JoAnn and on the right is may poh and Leng chuan is behind me.@@



One of the small group leaders for the 3 day camp. She's khai tien. @@ Hope I didnt spell her name wrongly.@@



These are all the people behind TAL 03. I cant remember all of their names though.T.T. Sorry! Gomen ne!!T.T. Er, I cant remember 2 of them.@@. (From left to right) Iqmal, Alice, Angel, Nas, (I dont remember.T.T..sorry!!T.T),(Yet again! I dont remember. Gomen ne.T.T), Along, Khai Tien, Duncan. And the guy posing on the floor is none other than out photographer! Chard! The one that I should be thanking for these wonderful photos~
Lol. Thats enough pictures for one day.@@. Anyways, I'll stop here for now. And since I wont be here *here as in "in Malacca"* I wont be able to post anything for the time being.xD. So, till then~ Good bye~

Peace out~ >=3

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